these days if you see me, anywhere, chances are you'll be ignored. no, i am not too big for my boots neither have i turned blind. i just want to avoid people. maybe i want them to ignore me as well. that's all. hope you'll understand.

it's bloody difficult to get a foothold as it is, to top it, my plans have been thwarted. so i sit and sulk and think and think some more. rue some more. maybe this is just a phase. hope it'll pass like it usually does. hope i get over it, soon. i just hope.



lesson: don't be so sure... :-((